Let's Celebrate, It's All Right!

Good morning people who have nothing better to do than read our journal! You must be as bored - if not more so - than I am! For that I am sorry!

Today marks THREE DAYS till we're on a plane headed for Orlando. As of this moment our plane in Seattle would be ready to taxi out to the runway... we'd still have six plus hours before landing and getting that first bit of Disney Magic by meeting up with the Magical Express. lol.

Day Nine: EPCOT Day 3
07:00a - Wake Up
08:15a - Head to EPCOT
09:00a - Watch Opening of Park
09:15a - Breakfast @ Sunshine Seasons
09:30a - Tour Future World
12:30p - Head for Germany
01:00a - Lunch @ The Biergarten
02:00p - Tour World Showcase
08:00p - Dinner @ Yakitori Counter Service
09:00p - Illuminations
10:00p - Pack. :'(

Saturday night cannot get here fast enough!

The truck died yesterday. It's just too cold to get it to turn over. Gaylord fixed it last night, but it was too late to get in touch with Janine and I had to take Judy's Saturn to go meet up with Jenifer last night. It started right up for him, go figure. Whatever. It also started up this morning and they let it run for 45 minutes. nevermind I can't afford to gas it up. oh well. what's done is done.

Tomorrow I have my hair appointment but the Glenn HWY is supposedly really bad, so it should be interesting driving out there. How I hate this time of year.

So ABT is still in Romans and right now it's basically a message of "put on your big girl panties and get over it." Forgiveness, letting go of the wrongs you have in your life, being the bigger person...

At least that's what I'm getting out of having a more fullfilled Godly life. I have no idea of that's what Ben thinks he's talking about in Sunday School, but it's what I'm hearing.

And mainly the focus God has me on is this whole issue with Judy and Gaylord. I've been doing my best to find fault in every little thing they do, and I'm finally getting the message. It helped that I started reading the books that Brad sent me for Christmas, and it's THE EXACT SAME THING. Again, not sure if that was the author's intention, but God seems to be able to speak loud and clear. And it's a total God thing that these things all come together. It's almost spooky.

Anyway, God has been speaking to me in a BIG way over this. On Sunday we were encouraged to ask forgiveness of at least one person who we feel has wronged us and we were now holding a grudge towards. That is so me. I hold grudges big time. God has laid Judy especially on my heart. I have not shown the right attitude in all of this. God is pushing me to apologise and have my say... so I am planning to do that on Saturday when it should just be me and her driving out to the airport... If there's one thing you want to pray about it's those few moments I have to say the right thing and don't foul it up.

Satan has been putting up road blocks this week as I decided how to go about this. Monday and Tuesday were extremely trying... yesterday and today have been better. In fact, tonight Gaylord had me take his photo for his photography business (nevermind Judy tried to tell me it was for something else, but I'm honestly not as upset as I would have been this time last week) and he helped me set up my new equipment. So it was a happy night. No one has gotten on my case, so God's hand is evident.

Please pray that I can continue to let go and let God in this part of my life. Also pray for God to continue to give me some guidance with where I need to be. Erin and I are looking at getting an apartment in Missoula. It's kinda a joke phase right now, there's a lot that needs to happen. I haven't even talked it over with my parents. lol.

Well, it's taken me something like 2 hours to type this up, so I'm done for the night. Tomorrow I drive out to Settler's Bay for a hair appt. Yes, I know. It's stupid. But I'm not paying for it, to my knowledge, so I'm good... I think...

we'll see.