SOI Depressed me...
So I cleaned my room... still have a few things to figure out about my room, but for the most part you can see my floor... which if you know me you know is a miracle in and of itself! LOL
Watched SOI on A&E tonight (I love my TV) and all I can say was it depressed me. Save for Kurt in the opening and closing numbers... the "new" SOI "family" were the only people... the generation I grew up with is gone. No Scott, no Kristi, the only one close to that generation was Steven... but even he came late in the game... heck we didn't even have Meno and Sand (they came the same year as Steven, but still)...
I don't know it just really bummed me out. It doesn't help that it's the mid winter doldrums here... but at the same time it's just... sad. I grew up watching Scott. It was something my aunt and I did together. She was a sort of best friend and she died in 94, and watching Scott has always ALWAYS reminded me of her. I know it sounds weird, but that's why when he retired from touring I cried and I cried HARD. It's tough to think that my childhood is over. I guess it has been since I turned 18, graduated high school, and attended college ( I know that sounds incredibly weird considering I'm only 20 but still )
I miss my aunt... in May it will have been over 10 years... it's insane....
so yeah... SOI depressed me... but I do have to say Todd was way too cute with his air guitar... and SOI will do great with Alexei in the show... I hope he stays in for as long as Kurt or Scott did... he has the right personality and is talented...
*sigh*
Watched SOI on A&E tonight (I love my TV) and all I can say was it depressed me. Save for Kurt in the opening and closing numbers... the "new" SOI "family" were the only people... the generation I grew up with is gone. No Scott, no Kristi, the only one close to that generation was Steven... but even he came late in the game... heck we didn't even have Meno and Sand (they came the same year as Steven, but still)...
I don't know it just really bummed me out. It doesn't help that it's the mid winter doldrums here... but at the same time it's just... sad. I grew up watching Scott. It was something my aunt and I did together. She was a sort of best friend and she died in 94, and watching Scott has always ALWAYS reminded me of her. I know it sounds weird, but that's why when he retired from touring I cried and I cried HARD. It's tough to think that my childhood is over. I guess it has been since I turned 18, graduated high school, and attended college ( I know that sounds incredibly weird considering I'm only 20 but still )
I miss my aunt... in May it will have been over 10 years... it's insane....
so yeah... SOI depressed me... but I do have to say Todd was way too cute with his air guitar... and SOI will do great with Alexei in the show... I hope he stays in for as long as Kurt or Scott did... he has the right personality and is talented...
*sigh*
